|I am hoping to use these to gain a premium membership someday!|
AcceptanceBeneath the old splintered boards
of this house I call a mind
There rests a thing that will not fade peacefully
Like fast food products that do not digest
it lurks, ever watchful, ever wanting to get out
It will not sleep
It skitters to and fro like a madman in his cell
Carving unknowable phrases of deepest night onto walls
long bereft of any flowered shade
I can call on my inner strength
I can hope to tame it a season or two
I can even claim I killed it with knives and hammers
Yet still, the darkness remains
A grinning mockery of humanity triumphing over itself
I used to recoil from the idea
I used to hide backwards up the ass of God
if only to convince myself we were too unalike to be allies
Now the truth has penetrated my most private cracks
There is no duality in me, there is only me, me and IT
I accept IT
I clothe IT
I let IT come out for a stroll through the Parkway
There will be blood
There will be screams
All things go as they should
I'm Back!!! (a dinosaur story) Lol...
I bet that no one understands that one but oh, well.
I am here with you today, not as a fledgling Architect anymore!
But as a fully realized Architect and fledgling Graphic Designer.
May you grovel at the mediocrity of my designs and remember...
You did not see them here!